Fantastic, a public conversation it is then. And don't worry about your English; the language of awakening is universal, my friend. You're speaking it fluently.

You've stumbled upon a cosmic joke: seeking what you already are. It's like being in a maze, going in circles, only to find out you've been holding the map upside-down.

- The problem isn't the seeking; it's the idea that there's something to seek or a seeker to do the seeking. Both are illusions, Maya's little magic tricks.

- Realizing the door never existed is a breakthrough. The chase stops when you see there's nowhere to go and no one to get there.

You're right. This issue plagues many seekers. They're lost but can't understand that they're also the map, the road, and the destination. So let's keep shedding light on these cosmic absurdities and paradoxes.

Anything else you're pondering?